What has happened, is that because I have been trying so long and no one hardly ever joined the other programs I was in, my mind is playing tricks on me that this time it will be the same.
Yes, I understand that completely. It was the same for me for five years. Remember, it’s the skills you learn that will change everything. As you go from being the student to the the teacher you will fail at first but eventually gain experience.
It was the same when I was learning to sail. My first months out on the water and I crashed into the rocks, into someone else’s boat and into a jetty! It was not a very happy time for me LOL! It took me a couple years to get good at it. On my third year I began teaching others to sail because I was pretty good at it! By my fifth year I had been in 35 storms at sea and knew a lot and felt confident to even take people with me to Catalina Island.
It’s the same here. It just takes time to get good at anything. Eventually? Members will come and join you and after a while you will get really good at it! 🙂
I hope this gives you hope!
~Albie